Vacation?

Ok, I try REALLY hard not to complain on my blog. Everybody has their own problems to deal with, they don't want to hear about mine too. But today, I just need to vent...so hear goes nothing. If you don't want to hear it, don't read it, I'll never know, I promise!

We have been in Dubuque for 7 months now. The house has been on the market for 7 months now. NO ONE wants it! How is this possible? Are Chris and I truly that bad of house designers? I just want to live in MY house again. I am so glad we are able to rent a HOUSE, but it still isn't MY house. I keep thinking that if we were still in Warsaw we could have had the basement FINISHED by now...or close to it. I thought that we were supposed to be out here. How do you really KNOW what God is saying? I want to go outside and play on our 5 acres and push Libby on her swing set. I want to watch her as she plays with the neighbor girl who is not much older than her.

I think that I just want to go home for awhile. It's not like anyone else wants it. I have actually had thoughts today that maybe we should just move back to Indiana. We'll see if those feelings are still there this weekend when we go back. Anyway, I would just like to have my own house again and I wish that there were a light at the end of this tunnel. At this moment, I think the only light is keeping our house in Indiana and going back. To bad Chris doesn't have a job there anymore. I guess I'll just leave it up to God. I know he is in control and I know he has his plans and his timing. Ok, I'll stop annoying you all now. Thanks for letting me vent for a bit.